I fell in love with comfort once, not with the person in question. That got to the point where the moments, although real, seemed polished and built with different intentions and feelings other than love. 

Comfort is amusing and leads us to act in ways we disregard, and I must admit that it is easier to have a relationship around comfort than it is to have one built around love.

Love is hard sometimes. I can not deal with being vulnerable yet, maybe I will never be able to.